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"I want to be a living work of art."

12/3/09 7:43 PM

My Image Theory class met at the AGO last night for our first and only field trip of the course. If it's not too obvious to state, this is my favourite course that I am taking in my Image Arts, specialization in New Media certificate program @ Rye high. My professor Rhonda Abrams is the interesting and inspiring art teacher I wish I had first year studying art @ Western U., rather than the misogynist SOB that I did have!!! Freshman art school bitterness aside... the trip was recreational yet meditative. Our assignment involved selecting an artwork and taking a fictitious leap into the imagination of the artist and creating a background theory as to why he chose to create the piece, alongside a sketch of the artwork.

I chose: The Marchesa Casati, Augustus John, 1919, oil on canvas.





Always captivated by this painting when visiting the AGO, I dragged my friend Drew on a mad hunt to track it down. I wrote a ridiculous account of beauty and seduction, intriguing Augustus John to paint this femme fatale. I decided to do some background research on her true identity, later that night. 


"She was the most scandalous woman of her day," according to marchesacasati.com. "The Marchesa Luisa Casati was Europe's most notorious celebrity, and its most eccentric. For the first three decades of the twentieth century she astounded the continent. She travelled to Venice, Rome, Capri and Paris-collecting palaces and a menagerie of exotic animals. Nude servents gilded in gold leaf attended her. Bizarre wax mannequins sat as quests at her dining table. She wore live snakes as jewellery, and she was infamous for her evening strolls, naked beneath her furs, parading cheetahs on diamond-studded leashes." 


I came across a compelling blog (fascinatingpeople.wordpress.com) in which Toronto writer, Lorette C. Luzajic vividly encapsulates the essence of Luisa Casati as madly eccentric, immortalized through her many, many artistic representations (supposedly ranking third EVER behind Cleopatra and Virgin Mary). 








"The Marchesa has been criticized for the bottomless well of her vanity. Would she have been so outrageous if she attracted no attention? Furthermore, she had hundreds of portraits made of herself in ink and oil and photograph. Her motivation, hardly original, yet clear as a bell, was simply this famous statement: “I want to be a living work of art.” Luisa wished to make herself immortal, and so she made herself memorable, with portraits that would bring her to life centuries after her passing." 
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"The Marchesa was a patroness extraordinaire who valued the arts above all else, even, I believe, above her own image. I am certain that the meaning of her vanity was rooted in her absolute devotion to the creativity of the human imagination," suggested Luzajic.





Written by Shakespeare on her tomb, in 1957: “Age cannot wither her, nor custom stale her infinite variety.” 


Eccentricity in the name of art, is there a better method to madness? I think not. 

Flying under the radar has its perks

12/2/09 11:43 AM

Stumbled across this trailer, and kind of loved it. Soundtrack sounds awesome too.




Trailer for Nobody at Listal

Here Lies Love

12/1/09 11:17 AM

I choose A Coney Island of the Mind over computer programming homework any day and everyday. A lovely book of poetry by Lawrence Ferlinghetti, which I took from my grandparents magical bookshelf, cost my scholarly uncle a mere .30 cents from the York University Bookstore back in the day. Enjoy.


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Dove sta amore


Where lies love



Dove sta amore
Here lies love
The ring dove love
In lyrical delight
Hear love's hillsong
Love's true willsong
Love's low plainsong
Too sweet painsong
In passages of night
Dove sta amore
Here lies love
The ring dove love
Dove sta amore
Here lies love 


- Lawrence Ferlinghetti

Searching for the truth in music

11/25/09 4:32 PM

So I changed all the visual settings AGAIN! I often like to change things up, can you tell? But I like what's going on now. Actually the makeover was sparked by my Intro to Web Presentation project: the creation of my very own website, which I am currently in the midst of perfecting (ahem... redesigning for the thousandth time) and now the colours and themes complement each other. Success!


Stay tuned for my site, I assure you it is on it's way. I'm also currently editing my Linkedin profile - looking for connections ;) and diving into the incredibly fun world of Flash. My course this semester only introduces the program but I'll be a Flash MASTER by the end of April, once I've completed my Flash for New Media course, very excited!


In other news, the other night I went to the Supermarket in Kensington to watch my friend Rehan Dalal open for David Ryan Harris, who is a musical genius and just so happens to be in John Mayer's band. We didn't end up seeing J.M. himself, although rumours were circulating of a possible appearance. I wasn't too upset, because Rehan and David put on an absolutely incredible show. I couldn't believe my ears, as I sat there in awe of such talent.



Photo courtesy of Sarah Talunay.

We began to speculate that the couple sitting in front of us, as seen in the photo, were on a first date - And I'm thinking, if this was true, this was likely the most romantic first-date of all time - you really couldn't help but get lost in David's incredibly dreamy vocals and seriously smooth guitar rhythm. So amazing.

Fusing idea with passion

11/16/09 12:01 PM

"Day after day we seek an answer to the ageless question Aristotle posed in Ethics: How should a human being lead his life? But the answer eludes us, hiding behind a blur of racing hours as we struggle to fit our means to our dreams, fuse idea with passion, turn desire into reality. We're swept along on a risk-ridden shuttle through time.

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Momentous world events are beyond our control while personal events, despite all effort to keep our hands on the wheel, more often than not control us."
- Robert McKee, Story
Image theory homework speaking volumes to me at this particular moment of life.
Intrigued to continue reading this book.

Keep It Clean

11/9/09 9:32 AM

Camera Obscura, November 26 @ Phoenix.
It will definitely be a mellow show - To go or not to go... we shall see.

OctoberFest - Autumn in T.O.

10/1/09 9:50 PM

If you know me, you know that I live for spring and when September hits, I become slightly less chipper than my usual self. Last year, I temporarily cured my autumn blues with a trip overseas to Punta Cana, Dominican Republic – but upon return with a sun-kissed glow, all I wanted was to be back under the hot sun, lying on the sand beside the turquoise ocean, rather than in the midst of an increasingly frigid Canadian winter, only making matters far worse.


This year however, my plan is foolproof. Instead of visiting a beach for a week, I’m moving into an apartment in the beaches for the year, with my bf. Our place is newly renovated, adorable and begging me to put my many years of watching TLC design shows to good use. Accordingly, my first calling to find pleasure in October will be settling in to my new digs, decorating, exploring the neighbourhood and housewarming celebrations!


While this is proceeding, I’m also keyed up for a few October events in the city: a possible Matt & Kim concert tomorrow night at Reverb, Nuit Blanche this Saturday and Halloween, which I missed out on last year.


Also, I’ve come across numerous movies recently that I can’t wait to see, including: The Invention of Lying, Whip It, Where the Wild Things Are, Coco Before Chanel, Capitalism: A Love Story and John Krasinski’s Directorial debut, Brief Interviews with Hideous Men.





The film received mixed reviews at Sundance, but I'm a huge fan of John Krasinski and am eager to see it either way. Plus Ben Gibbard plays Subject #20 and I adore him - him and his new wife Zooey Deschanel, that is (I didn't even know they were dating)! From afar, they make the perfect couple. Last summer, I saw both She and Him and Death Cab for Cutie perform in Toronto and both Gibbard and Deschanel were equally charming, immensely talented individuals.






I'm actually slightly jealous of how perfect this match is.

'The Hills' have eyes, not brains

9/30/09 9:38 PM



Guilty.

I gave in and watched the season premier of The Hills last night… and I want that half an hour of my life back, please. 

Yes there was a time when I considered myself a regular viewer and may have – don’t judge me – even included the faux reality television series among my Facebook favs, but let’s put that into perspective, shall we. 

A new series begins with a gorgeous, young and naive LC living out her big break as an intern at Teen Vogue (I was an avid reader of this zine and was thoroughly disappointed on my 20th birthday at which time I cut myself off from purchasing it any longer). I became interested in the show roughly around the time when I, young and surely naïve, began interning at FASHION Magazine.

It was never the drama that primarily appealed to me, but gaining some insight on a similar situation I had in common with Lauren. Plus, while at FASHION, a regular Hills blog was being featured online and I fact checked it each week – meaning yes, I watched the episode the following morning to check facts – strictly business related.

When Whitney left the show, I quit the habit. She was my favourite of the cast: sweet, stunned and always wearing something noteworthy (not always a positive note, obviously). I didn’t stop watching out of spite, but because I was merely uninterested or too busy and didn’t care enough to make time. I did watch an episode or two of The City, Whitney’s spinoff and then, never, ever again.

Now Lauren’s gone. The girls pursuing careers in the magazine/fashion industries were the one draw, for me at least. So we’re left with the return of Kristin “The Bitch” Cavallari stirring up drama with Audrina and Steph Pratt (who is still not even receiving a starting title credit! I actually feel bad for her – as if being appallingly dumb wasn’t degrading enough). The entire episode is based around the girls bitching at each other for not even one apparent reason and I was left embarrassed for these people and for myself, for time horribly, horribly wasted. But why would any of them care taking home insane paychecks for, well basically nothing. Kristin makes $90,000 an episode and even Brody Jenner is bringing home $45,000 a show, which I will admit grants recognition for successful money-grabbing strategies, even if it stands for everything that is wrong with this world.

I started thinking about all the self-proclaimed, (at least I considered it a guilty pleasure) obsessed Hills fans living their lives according to the Gospel of Heidi Montag. A devout religion with the holiest of sacraments: boob job, lip augmentation and Botox, and commandments swearing to lead lives of absolute egotistical materialism, alongside self-depreciating, douche-bag boyfriends. Can I get an Amen?

When I stopped laughing in disgust of the ridiculousness of it all, it made me sad.

I think back to when I was an adolescent and TGIF wasn’t just an acronym expressing weekend excitement, but the fabulous Friday night lineup that included classics such as: Sabrina the Teenage Witch, Boy Meets World and Teen Angel. These shows had substance, comedy and a moral lesson to learn in each episode. OK fine, “the perfect child” is the very last thing my parents would describe me as, but at least I was given the opportunity to have a childhood and not grow up too fast.

It goes without saying that my parents, grandparents and great grandparents all felt this way about the upbringing of their children. With limits being challenged and borders broken down everyday, which in most terms is revolutionary, but in relation to young Hollywood is tremendously frightening. How far will that line be pushed back and considered the norm when/if I decide to start my own family? And so I reach the moral of this story: the direction we’re headed causes me to consider alternative lifestyles that don’t involve bringing human beings into this twisted, degenerate society – that is, if global warming, nuclear bombs and/or aliens don’t kill us all off first.

Or in simpler terms, since I feel slightly less intelligent after watching the premier episode:
Hills = bad.

Sit back and wave through the daylight

9/28/09 10:40 PM

I came across an indie band tonight, from Brooklyn, NY, and instantly found myself attracted to their harmonic sound. Matt and Kim will be performing this Thursday at Reverb (651 QUEEN ST W) and I'd be delighted to attend. Tickets are $13.50 before hand, or $15 door price, 8 PM. Until then, I will enjoy this track. I hope you will also.

Horrorshow

9:26 PM

Is it just me, or did Chanel channel a hint of Clockwork Orange for Fall 2009 ?

Kaiser Karl does it again, this collection is amazing. Yes, the Clockwork Orange makeup is a little over the top, but I believe it works here. I may be biased as it is one of my favourite books/film adaptations - but I assure you the rest is beautiful.

En Route: Capital of Canada

9/13/09 12:08 PM

Summer 2009, Lisa, Emily, Ottawa.
The tale of two best friends venturing on an unplanned journey to the fabulous capital of Canada, just because.
It went something like this:
Bonjour Stephen Harper!
Greeted (Emily) Elizabeth II.
Had tea with The Famous Five.
Strolled through Byward Market, ate lunch at Cornerstone Bar & Grill.
Imitated art.
Imitated art, again.
Created art.
Overcame my fear of giant spiders and experienced some of the best art Canada has to offer at the National Art Gallery of Canada.
Including: Hope I (1903), Gustav Klimt!!!
Who just happens to be my absolute favourite artist, which was - needless to say - the highlight of my mini-trip.
Explored a beautiful city.
Rested in lovely parks. Envisioned my life as a musical (not the first time).
Went canoeing on the Rideau Canal.
A serene ending to a not so serene summer.

Pages Epilogue

8/31/09 9:55 AM

Pages Books & Magazines is officially closed today after 30 years - it is a sad day.

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Planning a minitrip to Ottawa, leaving tomorrow - notes & pics to follow.

Madcap Revamp

8/24/09 9:37 PM

Bored with the old, in with the new. 
Dictionary madcap |ˈmadˌkap| adjective: amusingly eccentric : a surreal, madcap novel.
done or thought up without considering the consequences; crazy or reckless : some madcap money-making scheme.
noun: an eccentric person.
Thesaurus
madcap adjective 1 a madcap scheme reckless, rash, foolhardy, foolish, harebrained, wild, hasty, imprudent, ill-advised; informal crazy, crackpot, crack-brained. 2 a madcap comedy zany, eccentric, unconventional.
noun: she was a boisterous madcap eccentric, crank, madman/madwoman, maniac, lunatic; oddity, character; informal crackpot, oddball, weirdo, loony, nut, screwball, loon.
Madcap: fitting for me - yet also fitting for a 90's punk band from California and a Marvel villain, apparently. 

Marvel Madcap has two super powers: 1. Fantastic rate of regeneration and recovery: he heals from any physical injury instantly, and even if he sustains enough damage to kill him (such as being flattened or having his neck snapped), or destroy him (such as being incinerated), he will immediately resurrect.  2. A specialized form of insanity-inducement that immediately affects those he makes eye contact with.
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Reading List - Fall 2009

8/23/09 4:09 PM

Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert (Half way through, I love it so far! I just learned that Julia Roberts will star in the film adaptation - Perfect match!)
The Lovely Bones By Alice Sebold (Started reading this last year... must finish before movie comes out this December!)
A Separate Peace by John Knowles (Stole from my grandparents basement bookshelf -aka. my heaven- and learned while reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower, it is among the books that Charlie reads. And so I must as well, obviously.) The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky √ (DONE! Loved, loved, loved! We do accept the love we think we deserve.)

The New Rules of Marketing and PR by David Meerman Scott (Brushing up on my marketing knowledge. Half way through- interesting and practical.) The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde (Another steal from my grandparents.)










After reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower, like many I'm sure, I made a list of the books Charlie is assigned to read by Bill, his teacher. I would like to read/re-read these titles again, possibly when I have completed my fall list:
To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee √
Peter Pan by J.M. Barrie
The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald √
A Separate Peace by John Knowles
The Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger √
Walden by Henry David Thoreau
 On the Road by Jack Kerouac
Naked Lunch by William S. Burroughs
Hamlet by William Shakespeare √
The Stranger by Albert Camus
The Fountainhead by Ayn Rand
This Side of Paradise by F. Scott Fitzgerald
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Kensington in the Summertime

8/21/09 10:05 AM

One of my favourite places in the summer - Kensington Market: where shoes fall from the sky and people boo you in the streets.
Sarah and I stopped at Back Alley Woodfire BBQ and Grill for lunch for a significantly filling/delish meal - Mediterranean salad for me and a cheesy calzone for her. Taste-buds satisfied!


Bull’s-eye: Rodarte for Target

8/19/09 10:53 AM

Traveling to the states is not exactly a monthly voyage I undergo – but I MUST plan a definite southern excursion come December 20, 2009. Kate and Laura Mulleavy of Rodarte are designing a 55-piece collection for Target (prices under $80, hell-o!) Images of a lace, vintage-inspired dress, complete with gray bows and another ‘60s inspired black cocktail dress were said to have briefly leaked online and described as “perfection.” Style.com posted a discussion fearing Rodarte’s quirkiness and near-couture level of craftsmanship might be watered down for the Target collaboration. I’m hoping they will mimic past pieces, especially at this lower price point, because what they have going on now – is insane. I love it.

Skeleton inspired: yes please!
I call it wearable art.
Dear Target: Please come to Canada. Thanks.

Vanity Fair Portraits at the ROM

8/18/09 12:34 PM

Vanity Fair Portraits: Photographs 1913-2008
Edward Steichen's 1928 glamour shoot on George Baher's yacht: From left, June Cox wearing unidentified fashion; E. Vogt wearing fashion by Chanel and a hat by Reboux; Lee Miller wearing a dress by Mae and Hattie Green and a scarf by Chanel; Hanna-Lee Sherman wearing unidentified fashion. (Gelatin silver print, Conde Nast Archive, New York) 


I’ve marked my calendar for Vanity Fair Portraits: Photographs 1913-2008, presented by the Institute of Contemporary Culture (ICC) at the Royal Ontario Museum (ROM) from September 26, 2009 to January 3, 2010. Showcasing 150 portraits, the exhibition covers both vintage, classic images from Vanity Fair’s early period - Charlie Chaplin and Greta Garbo - and modern photographs since the magazine’s re-launch in 1983 - Demi Moore and Tom Cruise. This will be the exhibitions first showing in Eastern North America – It has brought together record-breaking attendance in Europe. More Information: HERE!

Rest peacefully John Hughes

8/17/09 12:35 PM


My one regret attending high school - was that 1980s had long passed. In those interesting years of experimentation and self discovery, John Hughes films were my religion. Notably- somehow, despite Molly Ringwald’s incredibly whiney and annoying demeanour, I was inspired by her iconic characters created by Hughes. And so here is my top-five tribute to the great, late John Hughes (February 18, 1950 – August 6, 2009):


5. Some Kind of Wonderful
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4. The Breakfast Club
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3. Ferris Bueller’s Day Off
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2. 16 Candles
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1. Pretty In Pink

"I'm off like a dirty shirt."

Summer 2009 Playlist

11:06 AM

1. Runaway - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
2. Cheerleader - Grizzly Bear
3. Walking on a Dream - Empire of the Sun
4. First Love - Emmy the Great
5. Self-Taught Learner - Lissy Trullie
6. I've got your Number - Passion Pit
7. Mister Driver - Plasticines 
8. Schizophrenia - Sonic Youth 
9. Elephant Gun - Beirut
10. I'm in no Mood - The Fiery Furnaces 
11. For Our Elegant Caste - Of Montreal
12. Young Adult Friction - The Pains of Being Pure at Heart
13. From the Stars - White Lies
14. Summertime Clothes - Animal Collective
15. My Drive Thru - Santogold, Julian Casablancas, N.E.R.D produced by Pharrell
(Yes it was NEW last summer, but I really can't get enough of it)


The Original Lookbook Beauty

4/14/09 8:15 AM


Just wanted to pay homage to one of my favourite artists, Cindy Sherman.
I adore her work.

  

Untitled Film Still #21. 1978. Collection The Museum of Modern Art, New York.



Untitled Film Still #14. 1978.

Collection The Museum of Modern Art, New York.


Untitled Film Still #11. 1978. Collection The Museum of Modern Art, New York.


Inspired.
xo
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Waiting for a War

4/13/09 6:19 PM

I have been neglecting privy, and that's sad. But not too sad, because I have been pampering a gym membership and a promotion. Both good things! =) I added a musical treat, from mixpod.com, and along with it, a song I have been enjoying by The Morning Benders, a sweet, little indie band from California. xo eep.

The Stakes are High

3/9/09 6:39 PM

“My favorite thing in all of rock ‘n’ roll is that pleading, eager voice full of sweetness and pain.”

-Ezra Furman, as quoted in the Chicago Tribune

Dead on. Ezra’s hauntingly mesmerizing, yet somehow endearing vocals stand out in such a distinctive way, I predict the Harpoons will be huge, just you wait. Ezra Furman & the Harpoons, take number one in my favourite new band category - Number one song goes to, The Stakes Are High. The band recently posted numerous upcoming tour dates, and my fingers are crossed that they’ll eventually make their way North of the boarder. Check out their video for Take off your Sunglasses. This song was played on Edge 102.1 one day and sparked the interest of my best friend, and now her and I are obsessed.